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THE WEBMISS

Syasya.
19 years of age. Female. Loves her family and beloved boifrewn.


Be nice to me & i'll be twice as nice to you.


CHATTERBOX



WISHLIST

prada bag
to be wif HIM till death do us apart
pink vaio laptop
install audition online
have a wordpress blog
Pink Psp


LOVES 'N HATES

blogging
The color pink
Charmmy Kitty
cockroaches
my boyfriend, Hairi
SHOPPING!!


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com



SITE STATS

Site stats here.
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Tuesday, April 6, 2010
hate my job!!! *

i had gave 3 day notice at SASA and now waitting fer bodyshop and must work fer singapore great sale but fer now im waitting....fer bodyshop too kol
3:21 AM

Monday, March 22, 2010
-^^-jus start my attechment @ SASA-^^- *

Heyloo,

Today Iz the day for my intership Ms eng put me at SASA sale cosmetic and beauty those stuff i was hoping i got IA at spa javanes message cos i chose message as my main subjek haish i guess iz not my luck iz only 3 mth no mc,no MIA and no lateness..ms eng msg yesterday


Went too..to Hq sasa at bukit merah at abt 9am i came 15 mint early jus hope too mit Ms Cindy
too ask her to giv an outlet near my house and yeah i get my attechment at Sasa Jurong point so i can ask hairi too fatch me if he iz not in camp my basic pay iz ony $450 not much but ohk luh
the gurls and 1 guy at there ar nice fer the first tym i duno wat may came late on how knw they might bully me im the only malay gurl i can understand abit soo not a prob..but there iz tis 1 china gurl she nice but i cant understand her..and i hav a size fer my pants but my blouse ar abit thight i hav to wear plain black polo shirt everyday

haish....tomorow doin more stock up tomorow alot haiyo!!! jus start i hav alot to make a gud impression
5:52 AM

Saturday, March 20, 2010
+*+To hav true love & too last long hav to bear e pain+*+ *

our first pic together infron cinema when we want too watch transformer 2



Hey there,
its has been lyk 1 yrs+ i nvr write my blog and i had alot too write if i had always log in
i had met a wonderfull guy in my life after a painful break up i nvr knw love can be soo swite and have too bear the pain too save tat kinda relationship until i met Hairi a motherfucker swite tolker tat was my first impression off hym..last tym

firstly how i met hym..hmm long2 story it was a normal day at abt 9 at nite i jus goin window shopping at Jurong Point wif fiqah befor clossing we went down to the banquet too grab some cold refreshment and i heard someone shouted fiqah's name it was him the guy i've been waiting to see ever since im wif dzul cos they told me alot of bad bad stories abt him it hym at last but when i wanted to look at hym i felt shy and my heart beat slow as if i had a huge crush on hym but i kept cool and he jus came to me and ask me if i recognised hym he told me he knw everything abt me and told me tat i am his jonior in yuhua sec the feeling crush jus vannish i thougt his a weirdo fer asking me tat and i did not notice hym when im in sec sch he ask if i was wif wan i tell hym tat i break up lyk the pass few weeks he look shocked i dono Y and he continew to tolk to fiqah but i kept interup their conversation coz i wanna knw how he knw abt me and i ask him if he knw farhan,palat,malek..and my ex classmate khai coz i've jus when to seloso beach wif them wif other my gurls and he say tat iz his kampong bros the very next day farhan ask if we want to joined ton(over nite) at bangla park near JP than we when safra i ask them if they knw a guy name hairi they say he be joinning ask letter on i blush malek saw how i reacted so he say he will giv me his num but i dun want i want him too ask fer my num i want to be a lady and dun want tooo look despo when he came he offerd me to set on his lep cos there is no other sit i sit on his lap and he bring me to a quite place and had a conversations and after tat we felt hungry we when to the nasi lemak store otw there then he sound stead i say too him tat i asume he will break wif me befor 1 mth i had no confidents in tis relationship coz we both jus been sgl fer 2 weeks he make tat bet if he nvr break wif me and last till 1 yr he treet me nasi lemak if im wrong and if im the 1 ask fer break i shd treet him nasi lemak i thougt he is cute..at that point of tym and He told he got a crush on me ever since i was in sec 3 i did even knw him i did even notic he is in my sch he lyk knw every detail abt me abt i and dzul and wan and even hamzah my first real boyfrewn weird rite..


Now he iz serving Army still In NS when first i met hym he still goin NS in tekong till now he post out as a driver im still wif him but as month pass on than i know he is lyk my everything too me tiz iz the first tym i clingging on to 1 hard relationship we go throu hardship together he shits on me i shits on hym we both always want to win i thoght he will nvr last long wif me but i was wrong he is fer me jus a guy to handdel my rackless,stupid and stubborn attitude he soo swite and caring now we are goin too be 9 mth and ya planning to get engagement next yr june after he ORD...


but there iz jus 1 thing till now he did show tat im precious too hym action speaks louder than words he knw how too swite tolk but i've been waitting fer a sweet romentic moments..haish..jus had big fight last week and his hole kompang frewns had a bad impression of me and he told me he got something special fer our 1 yr aniversary is a sketch book all of his sweet-sweet thought abt me ever since 1 mth wif me guess wat he throw tat away coz of the stupid fight last week but now we ar cool but everything come to my thought again when he told me tat the coupple watch tat i brought fer him is broken i felt dispointed i felt he nvr a preciated and treat me im speacial too him lyk all boifrewn dose...he have no idea how to be romentic but dose he knw all tis while i've been romantic too hym i expect in return he be twise as romantic as im and jus a sweet tolk it will not work fer me i felt jelouse and sad tat when he ex's told me he done alot romentic things to them but when they ask me i fake a story but the fact he done nonthing romentic i know 1 dey he read tis blog but i jus want him too knw i preciated him i love him and every tym i say tat 'i love u'.. first i knw it dose not matter too him who say it first but when i look arond Y he nvr notice tat i reli mean it he the first guy tat i drop The L boom lyk fer real..i hope when he read tis he be more understanding and make me feel speacial and show me don't jus say it












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7:18 AM

Thursday, June 18, 2009
I love hym so much..SOO MUCH i dun wanna lie *

I got to know tat my ex dzul patch up with his ex after dzul break up with ME we went separate ways I'm with wan and dzul with this girl Ita read my older post to know how spacial i mean she not normal..well she got looks tats Y....but i still luv him he iz my first love he will always be i can't afford to lose hym...i cant forget the twins and hym he is my everything..........i still cant foget hym=(
9:32 PM

Friday, June 5, 2009
>>his back after 1 year our frewnship ended<< *

my frindge sucks it was rainning after MCR concert
&our sec 3 pic wif anim and benHais..it has been weeks i nvr got the tym to up date my blog so here is the storie his my close and trusted frewn we become more closer when we ar in sec 3 he is my ex (dzul) second bro iz a veri long storie coz we fought for 1 year+...both of as is veri ego but this fight we thought to nvr tolk to each other again
and the anger grows when he knew im wif dzul his elder bro..
days goes by mth pass by and dzul break up wif me..until on V day..he trying to talk to mie i knw coz he gave me tat look..
At last he took tat courage to talk to me when he saw me talking to his 3rd bro khairul..i thout he is goin to yell but he wanted to patch our frewnship and thank god his back and i reli2 dun want to lose hym anymore and i'll stop my bossy attitude tat he dun lyk it i reather lose my jerk ex dzul but not my gud frewn zul.


3:05 AM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009
WHY... must MY EX call ME *

yesterday...dzul he is my first love and my ex kol mie he knw the hole thing..abt i and wan break up...and he miss kol me 6 tym..i did not pick up coz i do want to go back to tat path wif dzul i say to him tat im buzy i hav class..but i reli want to knw why So i did pick up...he sounded tat he miss me...so we chit chat at the phone..wan got to knw and his sounded tat he is jelous hmm watever wat over is over hmmm.. and mby tis wed im meeting hym befor goin to sch...but if he want to patch up...hmmmm it will nvr happen..wan and dzul ar very gud frewns and both is my ex...so is better fer the three of us be frewn lyk last tym..i felt so wierd after dzul and i break up..is me and wan after wan and me is dzul is lyk im stuck wif the two of them i hav to control myself to not giv them a chance..
11:51 PM

Monday, March 9, 2009
sumthing happen @ iwan werk *

Todey is Our 5th aniversary we have cancel the plan todey im veri disppointed..but im veri angry that what happen yesterdey iwan nvr tell mie he hurt his head at werk he was walking at the lonkang(drian)..the lonkang was wet and he silp and he hurt his head it happend yesterdey im angry tat he nvr tell mie...but now im worrie 4 his safety we cancel todeys Date...tomorow im goin to meet up..while todey and the past few dey i've been watching the little nyonya at MIO tv..i should have watch tat drama long tym ago..but it clash wif my nite class..now i onli got mio tv 4 onli 1mth..after watching tat drama i feel i love wan stronger and dun wanna lose him
11:05 PM

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